Lately I have felt lackadaisical in everything
Like I am out of touch or missing the swing
Everything is slowed down and yet hysterical
I feel my tune is off, I am just not feeling lyrical
It is unsettling to be sure and demoralising
It can create mood swings that I am despising
I have hopes that this too will begin to ease
To bring me back to being less easy to displease
I can be lackadaisical in my own heart self care
Not nurturing my own internal emotional flare
I have tended to dwell too easily in the lack
Now I am making my way very slowly back
Does that make me really and truly lazy?
Or is my path just too blurred and hazy?
For an easy passage through the oft vapid
And to find my own pool of needed placid