Posted in 2016 A - Z Challenge

F is for fear

Feeling too scared to exit the bedroom

Each breath a shuddering, tortured gasp

A number of ghosts haunting my life

Realising that they are in my head

Fearing that life will never be normal for me

Even with all the intense counselling work

Amidst all those who live their life with ease

Rarely able to even comprehend that freedom

Facing the fears that stalk my every moment

Eventual failure accepted, no matter what I do

A mass of contradiction between look and feeling

Rationalising arguments for and against the fears

Free me from tormented remembrance

Escape the tendrils of my abusive past

Able to walk without fear of being stalked

Realising that I belong in this world 

Feeling free to walk out of the shadows

Enjoying living every complete moment

Able to appreciate every ticking second

Really engaging in fear – free full living

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I was 46 years old when I begun this blog, female and married with a house full of cats (7). My past is littered with the impact of events that happened when I was a teen. Two loves of my life have been nursing and studying. I just completed my Master of Arts: Media Studies endorsement. My blog will be about the things I think about, that might be better served being written rather than squirreled away in my mind festering. It is the meanderings of my mind as I seek to define myself and my world.

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