In these moments of despair
Why are you not here?
I writhe in the agony of endless pain
Leaving me like this, what do you gain?
Where do you go when I am here alone?
No one to support me in my own home
I just need you so very, very much
Relying on you for such and such
Each little job feels a chore for you
But it’s something I NEED you to do
Hold me close and please, touch me now
In this moment while the pain will allow
For in a moment I might scream in pain
And cry bitterly underneath the strain
I wish we were normal, you and I
Not just me, upon you, I have to rely
Be there in the good times, not just the bad
So that we can celebrate, as well as feel sad
Together we stand, together we will fall
I wish it wasn’t on you for so much of it all