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Pain is relentless like a ruthless stalker

It is a long hard road to travel upon

When every step feels like a weapon

Turned against this stubborn walker

Pain is relentless like a ruthless stalker

My knees creak like an old rusted door

Walking in agony but how much more

Can they really be expected to take?

Before their replacement with fake

My shoulders bear the weight of my stress

Do not touch them or even lightly press

Or once I complete my pained scream

I have a very specific retaliatory dream

Once long ago, in the past, I roamed free

Running for hours was nothing to me

I could jump, climb, and swim fast

But all of that and more is in the past

What am I now, battered and broke?

My physical health is quite bespoke

Created in pain and degradation

My self care a state of dehydration

I do my best and more goes wrong

Sometimes life is just a way to prolong

The suffering already written on my slate

Maybe that is all, this is my full fate

I really hope my fate is not sealed

That there is a lot more revealed

Until that time I keep the fight

Past wrongs I am trying to right

Actually caring for my body and mind

Trying to be self compassionate and kind

I seek advice and actually follow it

Trying to make mind and body gently fit

This is not the story end

I will continue to tend

To try and strive for better

Following orders to the letter

Well I will try at the very least

Patience is not my friendly beast

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My current travelling companion – crutches and a pillow for my left foot

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Author:

I was 46 years old when I begun this blog, female and married with a house full of cats (7). My past is littered with the impact of events that happened when I was a teen. Two loves of my life have been nursing and studying. I just completed my Master of Arts: Media Studies endorsement. My blog will be about the things I think about, that might be better served being written rather than squirreled away in my mind festering. It is the meanderings of my mind as I seek to define myself and my world.

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